Fake

Damn girls and their flakiness

Doesn’t help this achy mess

These lonely days seem to never end

As I see the text written waiting to send

This pain is so real

I now know what it feels

To offer your heart and to offer  your soul

End up losing a large portion of your whole

I’m a broken shell of a man

While girls lay soaking a tan

Repeating the cycle of abuse and mistreatment

While I sit her wallowing in abandonment

I have so much to give and so much to lose

I put some deep tunes on and go for a cruise

A man rapping his heart out over the microphone

Knows me better than every girl I’ve ever known

I sit here in amazement over this bizarre fact

The man over the radio sees me with no cataract

Has it really come to that?

Everyone else is a rat.

Especially the slutty brats.

Now that’s a fact.

Let me go, I’ll learn to grow

Say goodbye, I won’t bother to try

Your mistake, you’ll learn from fate

Because every guy you’ll meet is fake

Acting distant I see?

I was certain you loved me

Oh shit, scary word right there

It’s a bitch, not even fair

As I seclude back to my lair

Wishing I could smell your hair

There I fucking go again

This will end, but when?

I hope you remember my smile

Because it’s gonna be awhile

Before you see those empty lines

As I try my best to mime

My old lively self

I forgot, it’s on the shelf

You happy with your damage?

Because I’m not continuing this baggage

 I’ll toss you aside, throw you in the garbage

As I sit, nothing left to do but binge

On the draining thoughts and recollections

And wonder where I left my life’s directions

Let me go, I’ll learn to grow

Say goodbye, I won’t bother to try

Your mistake, you’ll learn from fate

Because every guy you’ll meet is fake

The end draws near

And you’re not even fucking here

It was all a sick trick and a blatant lie

Should’ve put extra emphasis on my byes

You better understand you’ll never meet another (like me)

Oh brother, the others will smother your mother!

And that’s a cold hard fact, girl

Let me go, I’ll learn to grow

Say goodbye, I won’t bother to try

Your mistake, you’ll learn from fate

Because every guy you’ll meet is fake