Always Alone

I always feel alone
Left to sort shit on my own
Realizing why everyone's getting stoned
Hearing myself as I sleep and moan
Groan, cause of your consistently negative tone
Strip me of my flesh, break all my bones
Don't even know all the contacts on my phone
All I ever wanted was a place to call home
A fortress with strong gates, my own type of Rome
The dome of my truest thoughts and wishes
Where my dreams can align with my superstitions
But, who do I think I am fooling with these rhymes?
Yet maybe one day, I'll find someone who understands these lines

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

My own shadow lies to me
Looks like a partner in crime but it never says hi to me
But it tries to be the only thing left inside of me
I'm a lover not a fighter but there's a fire burning
An inferno blazing as it's churning
Murdering the remnant of my heart
Rips me from side to side and from part to part
Every girl I've ever loved don't love me back
Forgetting my existence, how fair is that?
I'm trapped, in these raps, my life's out of wack
As if something evil's put my soul under attack
Could you imagine that?
My truest thoughts are trapped in a traveling pack
As if they were presents wrapped for Christmas stacks
Even then, the viewer opens and is left confused
Only to be kept in the dust, unused
Tossed around, battered, and bruised
Quick, go to church, but, these pews
Only broadcast opposing views
As I lay awake, stuck in a muse
Boozed out beyond normality
Not through alcohol but through my insanity
While vanity consumes this earth
The curse from my birth
Is the weight of these worries
They make my mind blurry
Doesn't help my case with the jury

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

The world has much apathy
Yet somehow it's evading me
Could the world spare me some?
As I never seem to find the sun
Just when everything's back in place
Despair lands me back flat on my face
I have no trace of how I lost this race
Like all of my caring has gone to waste
I wish I could find a way to erase
The longing to touch base
That I could lose my haste
Stop worrying about what I can't control
As I sit here spewing vomit in a bowl
This life of uncertainty has taken its toll
And the analytical nights begin to take hold
My soul's growing weary and I'm starting to see mold
My boldness withers and what I wished for has come true
Wondering if the raven black streaks help the blue
Feeling like a fool as I drool in my wallowing
As my soul begins to wane and I continue hollowing
Before long, what makes me human will surely pass 
And that fake sense of happiness will come at last.

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

Be(loved)

So easy to be pessimistic in this dreary place
Stranger still is I can't find where to trace
Or how to erase
Even stare in the face
The start of the despair
The inability to bear
The pain of this big landscape
There is, however, the ultimate escape
Hard to come by but important still
The most expensive life bill
So expensive it kills
Brings my spine to a chill
The feeling is so real
So real but so hard to feel
My soul starts to heal
As if God and the Devil had a deal
My heart is sealed
The elixir of life is love
You know why?
Because it's stemmed from above

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

I'll let you know that I love you
Do whatever I can to make you never feel blue
Don't act like you haven't got a clue
This love has made life have better hues
Things are much clearer, no longer need to check my rear mirror
The past is all but a time period and the future is looking realer
Previously an impossibility but can't you see that this love is changing me
Phasing me, the past's no longer chasing me, I'm finally feeling free
Feeling so much glee, cause my fees are absolved and my chains broken free
These words don't give the sense of peace justice
But believe me and trust this
Never felt so adamant in my whole existence
Usually feeling down but this experience
Is lifting me to a place I've never explored
So high so that I could never feel bored
Life's vacancy is finally filled and killed
Drilled, willed, billed cause it's finally real
The old emptiness begins to peel
Let the demons feed on it for their meals
Like a lion roaring towards veal
Regardless I feel weightless
My soul's freedom's left me breathless
Satan you can't catch this, trap this, wrap this
As I'm rapping this
Cause I'm finally feeling bliss

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all of the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

The brood of vipers will attempt to strike me down
But those damn clowns are so stuck and bound
By the rules they cling to that when they hear this sound
They won't be around, the truth will spin them right round
My convictions are much to sound
While they sit worrying about their pounds
Greed drives their motivations to fill the coffers
Dead man's bones despite the fact their offers
They are scoffers in a world filled with criticism
Causing schisms in God kingdoms cause of their cynicism
Regardless, I must choose to love
It's what God wants
Cause He's the Author stemming from above

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

Paranoia of an Insomniac

My eyes are oh so dreary
But clearly, I need you dearly
Please be, please me, please see?
Look at what we could be
See me, could you at least tease me?
My mind is wandering across the universe
No kind of pondering feels worse
How is that love causes so much pain
Like looking for sunshine but finding rain
Such an irony, my optimism begins to wane
I gain nothing from this heart of stain
But everyone else is feeling the exact same
Feeling lame, knowing most of what I'll do will be in vain
The only good in my whole life will ultimately be its bane

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weighs heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

Still there's something to be said for being unique
Even if I have several judges looking to critique
And this cold hard world's looking much to bleak
I attempt to the next realm to sneak a peak
My body is ready but my soul is so weak
So many people willing to die for their holy causes
Rather than peering into what would cause this
Pause this, rewind this, bind this, can anybody find bliss?
Cling to text with no second guessing
So much so you're making me stressing
I begin pressing you, testing you, besting you with your own logic
While your arguments barely manage to nick cause I'm too slick
I wonder why I feel so left out in the church steeples
God's own people have turned into America's bravest sheople
Regardless, I have just as many faults  if not more
Arrogance, pessimism, and always wanting more
But I won't mope cause I have hope in my ability to cope
So nope, I won't end my life by hanging from the noose of a rope

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weigh heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

I need somewhere to nest at night
Somewhere where I can start feeling alright
These midnight frights feel not right and the loss of sight and the new heights
Are causing me to lose light and making black and white less tight, I just might lose my might
And my will to fight is starting to feel trite cause I'm always wanting to be alright, tonight
The demons' bites makes the brightness fade
As this music plays
But nothing sways
So go ahead and pray
Nothing left here to slay
My soul's got nothing left to pay
As I ask the Lord...
What do You say?

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weigh heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

False Judgments

Hypocrites be bitching

Itching to be snitching

Cross-stitching insults with prayer

They dare ask the Lord to care

His presence is barren

So why are you still staring

At someone you’d never give a shit about

While you continue to complain and pout

What authority have you even gained

From my perspective, everybody’s stained

We’ve all got our scars

So enough with the tar

Please start to become real

Enough with the court-appeals

And learn to love

Cause it’s stemmed from above

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

Assumptions are swift and fiery thoughts

Stemming from being wrongly taught

They carry more weight than actual character

While you sit, point, and stare at her

For being a whore and white trash

Nothing she can do when she's short on cash

Selling herself to gain money and some sort of self-esteem

But on your high council you have decided and deemed

Her as a harlot and a slut

But look at the rotting in your own gut

Can't say I would be any different with my observations

Inspired to write this song cause I was falsely judged but I'm searching for vindication

On the radio station, or to relieve my pent up frustration with masturbation

Why must it come to this?

The golden rule seems more like a type of guideline

So much that it blows my mind

So many know, so few follow it

We could all learn to grow, instead we hollow it

In the end, what goes around comes around

So beware of the words you mutter with that treacherous sound

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

Lord, how come your place of refuge is rejecting
As if the harshness of the world must become resurrecting
I feel more alone than ever in the pale cathedrals
Feeling dull, as your sermons lull me, pull me to sleep
Already feeling like a creep, and a freak, for letting my mind speak
Tell me to be meek, I'm already a geek, my soul is already too weak
As your idolatry reeks, even when you pray daily every week
Don't tell me how to live my life
God already gives me enough strife

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

)Keller Zone(

(This is... the Keller Zone.)

I don't have much swagger
But my logic is a dagger
My lyrics force you to take two
You understand subtle references, too?
You're nothing but a foolish tool without a clue (boo!)
I see you over there staggering
Attempting to sex a girl by haggling,
Badgering her with your pathetic pick up lines
Can't say I have much more luck with these rhymes
All these girls act the same
Seeking men for their fame
Attempting to tame, as if they got game
He's sitting there stuttering, forgetting your name
Muttering his mumblings while stumbling cause you're bumbling
The worse you are, the more women will like you
The better you are, the more women will use you
It's a vicious cycle of neglect and abuse
While I sit here all battered and bruised
Not on my body but in my heart
Should have known from the start
Weary of loneliness yet wishing to be apart
Like aiming for a bulls eye but forgetting the darts
Yet I am assured of this
My soul feels bliss
Despite of the dissing
And backstab kissing
Who is gonna be losing in the end
Karma's coming around the bend
In the finish, I'll find my significant other
While you sit there crying to your mother
How there are no good men, not even brothers
You smother the bad boys, abandon the good guys
I'm fed up with this and I'm starting to realize
Can't say you won't be full of regrets
But don't come running to me with frets
Tests, or your random sets of being upset
I'm in my own zone of serenity
Nothing you can do to chaos this harmony

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life gets toned
All because I'm dwelling in the Keller Zone)

Though all these ramblings may seem monotonous
I'm sampling to get my lyrics on a tour bus
See my name in the flashing lights and stadiums
I am sitting by myself, feeling bummed and dumb
Numb, for seeing all these phonies come
Act like they understand me when they really don't
Wanting to know me, but you really won't
My message will only be heard by a select few
So I can know other people feel the same too
Even with the fame I would feel the exact same
The lights will fade, and my name will be made
My role will be raided, and traded
Stated as they are jaded
I'll be waiting till they are rating my hatings
Gating my truest thoughts and feeling to be censored
But my soul will always be free from your limits, sirs
I'm a pacifist but I am still hostile to societal rules
That is why I caused the most controversy at my school
Merely with words and my simple investigations
Like, perhaps, why is this God's only nation?
They point out Israel's place in God's heart
Does that make it right to start
An entire country by blockading the natives
As the rest of the student block wouldn't give
A shit about what's outside this dock
It makes me shocked at those who mock when they talk
Strapping glocks cause of the length of their cocks
Look at the spinning of the clock, are we winning cause we balk?
Watch the mayhem overseas
Listen to the urgent cries and pleas
Of innocent people asking on their knees, oh please
Yet we continue to bomb cause of a sense of control
But hold on as this causes consequences that take their toll
But that won't change the polls, as Washington is selling their souls
As I scream stop the violence and the meddling
While we continue to petal the metal, peddling
Our own failed form of government
Fuck these old men's establishments
While they attempt to test my best while I rest
(sigh)
I'm a damn Shakespeare with this mic
While my foes shake in fear cause of my lyrical scythe
Hamlet won't let you fret cause I bet he'll be the cause of your death (but thanks for the debt!)
Uncle Sam I'm coming for your throat cause you tried to kill my Father
You can't barter cause He's smarter, while you're parting from what you started
Regardless of crooked Sam, I will do what I can
Continue my quest to test things I cling close to my chest
Till the day I die
Cause then, I'll be flying high

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life gets toned
All because I'm in the Keller Zone)

My thoughts are so deep

They’re a damn feat

And they’ll sweep you off of your feet

Rewind that, repeat

Hypnotized by the beat

And a logic so steep

May put you to sleep

As I lay awake like a creep

And the cop car sounds beep

My heart begins to beat

As my emotions run so deep

My language should be fucking bleeped

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life's getting toned, I am alone
But I am home, home in the dome that is the Keller Zone)

\\ The Light Truly Comes At the End of the Tunnel / /

Pain, hurts a long time
So much so that it dominates my rhymes
But eventually it will all come to an end
In fact it's on its way coming around the bend
With time, everything fades away
So please don't let the sadness sway
The good in you
Even while you feel blue
I know it's true
Always bring me up when I'm down
So please don't let the tears drown
The greatness you are meant for
You were meant to soar
So please stop feeling sore
Your heart will heal when darkness leaves
Such as a passing season with the falling of the leaves
This is just a temporary phase
You'll grow, I've already seen it in your face
When I tell you it all get better by the time your tears hit the ground
I wasn't kidding, you'll know it's coming when you hear this sound

God is fighting for your soul
If you could imagine, it's actually taking its toll
His heart breaks with you
He feels more than blue for you
Surrender cause He isn't mad at your mistakes
Rather, He loves you and wants to change your fate
And let His wings guide you to the Gates

I may seem religious but I'm far from it
I succumb to temptation often and I'm not above it
This isn't meant to be preachy
Or too peachy
I have my doubts and my second-thoughts
I feel like the God of the Bible is being wrongly taught
Jesus said love your enemies and to follow the golden rule
So why isn't this being taught in our schools?
Now, don't take me for a fool
I see there are those who follow piety
But anxiety in our society makes us rarely die at ease
Or care about the pleas of those screaming please
Cease the violence, they are on their damn knees
While I'm asked to pay government fees
Fees that kill men who the man on the tree died to free
How can this be?
Can't you see?
God has no agenda or hidden motives
He demands acts of good and to righteously live
To take all we have and to give
Still I quiver, as my liver is hanging by a sliver like a windy river
Boozing as my soul is cruising for a bruising, so don't be snoozing
As we are losing
This fight for the souls of our generation
Just look at the apathy in this nation
Just turn on the radio station
That's the sum of our creation
Numbing what little humanity we have left
If we don't act soon, in fact, we'll be bereft
Like a defect on the rejects who are dejected
We need to cling back to the only man who's ever been resurrected

God is fighting for your soul
If you could imagine, it's actually taking its toll
His heart breaks with you
He feels more than blue for you
Surrender cause He isn't mad at your mistakes
Rather, He loves you and wants to change your fate
So let His wings guide you to the Gates

The man on Calvary saw more pain than I can imagine
All to save us from our sin
So where you been?
His arms are meant to mend
His tears are meant to send
Joy to your spine
So leave your sorrow behind
And let His love consume you from the inside

God is fighting for your soul
If you could imagine, it's actually taking its toll
His heart breaks with you
He feels more than blue for you
Surrender cause He isn't mad at your mistakes
Rather, He loves you and wants to change your fate
So let His wings guide you to the Gates

The Willingness to Die

I am going to die
It's written in the Book of Life
I know I'll fly high
Sigh, it'll probably be at night
But it won't end with a brawl or a fight
Rather, just a fading of light
But in the end it'll be alright
Although I just might
Be worried cause of my frights
Realize things aren't so black and white
Before I lose all of my sight
Gotta know what's wrong from right

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you

Always tough to abide
By these societal laws so I hide
Lied, cried to conceal the sensitive side
So much so I've often contemplated suicide
But that wouldn't be right
Got a lot of people to remind life'll be alright
So how can I say goodbye
And feel alright
To leave people's side
At this time of night...
(fake chorus)
I always wondered how I'll go out
Wonder how it will all go down
I really don't think I will frown
I'll be like Potter at the King's crown
My willingness will give me a stone
And I finally won't feel alone
I'll be grown
I won't groan
I'll be home
No need to moan
Everything will fall into place
Everything will be erased
Talk about a clean slate
Talk about some serious fate
I have an irreversible date
With death
I'll lose breath
But I won't mind
I'll lose my mind
The ultimate unwind
The only kind
Now wind the clock
Help me meet Pac
Be an angel floating in the clouds
Where love and happiness abound
How good does that sound?
Makes me wanna already be in the ground

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you

There's no greater love than to die for friends
So please help me Lord, when my life does end
Make it worth it
Comfort my mom cause she won't get it
God, I love her
I'll never meet another
With that much love
So send comfort from above
Help her the way only you can
Send down the one they call the Son of Man

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you

I'm Happy When I Try Not to Be

It seems that my thoughts are too deep
So deep they make me feel like a creep
And everyone around sees a freak
Seems I need to not give a bleep
Life is too short to dwell on what can't be controlled
So come get into my car and let's roll
Forget our problems and worries
I plead with my mind to stop thinking, become blurry
Furry, fuzzy, things are leaving my brain
Imagine what would happen with fame
Things would never ever be the same
It would turn my life into a mere game
Think I'm lame cause I'm not a drinker or a smoker
You probably think I'm a joker
I write all these thoughts abstinent from booze
Hell I'm also abstinent from boobs
Won't even watch them on the tube
I guess you could call me a noob
But this is my life and my rhymes
Talking about all the good times
Even if I forgot them a lot, sometimes

My life flashes before my eyes
I need to stop and realize
Spend time having some fun
Instead of always being on the run
I love trying to be happy
Makes me feel sappy
Instead of always crappy
Now I'm feeling nappy
And I fall asleep in peace
Even if it's on my knees

I've got it made and I'm living the best I can
White, middle-classed, and a bonafide son of man
Nerdy, misunderstood, but still original
But they'll do what they can to make my impact minimal
I'm here to let you know to be yourself
And if you don't know your own self you better get help
Breaking free from social boundaries and limits
Become much more than a divot
In this field of life put forward by society
They'll never stop the free side of me
Learn self-reliance and self-respect
It will do more than affect
Your outward appearance and inward spirit
It's a full revival, you'll feel it right down in your pit
It'll fit in nicely and you'll feel more alive than ever
Try your best to stay at that place, forever
So keep smiling and ignore the haters
They live their lives merely to cater
To those they consider gold
While they consider you mold
But mold can change and become better
While they are societal debtors
Feel pity and remorse
But remain the course
And never let them change you from the inside
Rather change them by how you appear on the outside

My life flashes before my eyes

I need to stop and realize

Spend time having some fun

Instead of always being on the run

I love trying to be happy

Makes me feel sappy

Instead of always crappy

Now I'm feeling nappy

And I fall asleep in peace

Even if it's on my knees

Free-spirits unite
Fight the good fight
Light the lights
Am I right?
I'm a free-fighting knight
Wishing you a happy good night
From black to white
Lose your sense of sight
And help the world feel alright

My life flashes before my eyes

I need to stop and realize

Spend time having some fun

Instead of always being on the run

I love trying to be happy

Makes me feel sappy

Instead of always crappy

Now I'm feeling nappy

And I fall asleep in peace

Even if it's on my knees

Left in the Dark

Girls are hoes

They be foes

Fighting my heart

Ripping me apart

Should've known from the start

These games never cease

I don't even wanna a piece

Playing the innocent victim

When you're lying with him

You're more than stupid

Fucking with cupid

As I seclude back to my lair

Wishing I could smell your hair

There I fucking go again

This will end, but when?

I hope you remember my smile

Because it’s gonna be awhile

Before you see those empty lines

As I try my best to mime

My old lively self

I forgot, it’s on the shelf 

Try to convince my mind to not care

Let myself know this case is very rare

Wait, shock, it's fucking not

I really hope you rot

As if you were never taught

How to sway with the good guys

Now you pray but get all the lies

Don't ask for a shoulder but not my heart

They're forged together, can’t be broken apart

The moment things change

We can rearrange

What once was and rejoice

Remember it was your choice

I hope you find what you're looking for

Wishing that it fulfills your innermost core

But this I can assure

My love is so pure

I can give what I can guarantee

But you're blind as if you can't see

Now let me take back what was rightfully mine

You truly are, and forever will be, one of a kind

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark

All I wanted was to love a girl deeply
And for her to accept it and need me
All the players make my goals a lot harder
As they converse with themselves, trying to barter
The hearts and the minds of females
While I'm sad because of no emails
Run to me when they disgrace your name
I could honestly sit here and say, that's lame
You only need me when things get rough
Cause I'm sensitive and maybe not very tough
But I sit here wearing emotional cuffs
I don't even want the sexual stuff
Regardless, I'll be here if you need me
I'll always be here with my arms open wide
Can't you see, though, that this is hurting my insides
I love you and nothing can stop that
Top that, reverse that, never put those words back
In the end though remember it was your call
As you sit there rebuilding your impenetrable wall
Standing there looking tall even they you're really balling
On the inside but on the outside you put on a mask
Bask in your emotional cast
I'm waiting, alone but steadfast
When you change let me know
Cause if you don't, I'll let you go

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark

At the end of it all

I just want a phone call

Realize what you’re missing

We never even were kissing

All to give you respect and space

I gave you that much respect for your face

So why would I not care for your heart?

It tears me apart, like a dart to my heart

Why I can’t be a part of your heart?

Should’ve known from the start

Can’t add any damn girls to my cart

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark

If We Were to Become Famous

If we were to become famous
They would want to tame us
Shame us, game us, name us
I'm above vain titles and awards
So much so that I'll be bored
Alas adored, for being who I am
But in all actuality I just do what I can
I speak for the dejected and rejected
It's time to be free and resurrected
Not just from government and authority
But from society's silly claims of normality
Be free to express your innermost thoughts
And forego anything that was wrongly taught
Awareness is the start of the change
So before we must begin to rearrange
These demons and dark fantasies
Can choose to booze like Pecheny with Hennesy
Here's your chance to shine dark side of me


We are rare cause we're honest and raw
We call shit out and don't abide by the laws
If you don't like us, than join the crowd
But don't get upset when you hear our sound
Where will you be, those who hate us?
When we sitting on a stage, beyond famous?


I'm the complete opposite of a role model
I spend my time mobbin with my guidos and getting girls so that we can pop bottles
C Kell is my better half
He makes me think of all the consequences before i react
I've seen more shit then anybody can know
I live my life wrong so I'm not looking forward to reaping what I sow
Far from a pacifist
I believe in settling everything with my fist
No morals or standards
I'm not bothered by nothing
So go ahead and slander
Compared to mine your life is bliss
Good thing i roll with it and choose not to give a shit
I cant be stopped
Ive came back from the dead heading straight for the top
good and bad views are what we have to give
We both chose to walk opposite paths in the lives we live


Yet we learn to appreciate and admire,
and are deeply inspired,
We both live and breath honesty,
That's why you'll always be a good friend to me.
Though Pecheny is flawed don't consider me a saint
I've done much evil in my time and I'm easy to taint
I see the wrong in my life
The darkness within gives me strife
But watch as I grab a butcher knife
And slay the darkness to reclaim life
Now to find me a goddamn wife
My own sort of the pursuit of happiness
But trust me, you haven't seen my sappiness
Alas, I sit here single always ready to mingle
My senses tingle and the roof's shingles
Begin to fall and collapse on my face
Please Lord let me survive this phase
It's Pecheny's turn to blow the roof off this place

We are rare cause we're honest and raw

We call shit out and don't abide by the laws

If you don't like us, than join the crowd

But don't get upset when you hear our sound

Where will you be, those who hate us?

When we sitting on a stage, beyond famous?

Filling in the others missing side
Dont think we are gay because thats far from implied
If one of us has a question
We ask the other and they stop us from guessin
We're the perfect example of a contradiction that the only thing we posses in common is our intellect
While he connects to the kids who feel like a loner and a reject
I reach out to the ones who are "bad" kids and feel like their lives are wrecked
I understand why all they want to do is party, sleep with chicks, smoke, and drink booze
But every action affects your future so be careful what you choose
Life is a picture in painting
The choices you choose will determine if its a good or bad one so don't just do whatever you think is entertaining.

We are rare cause we're honest and raw

We call shit out and don't abide by the laws

If you don't like us, than join the crowd

But don't get upset when you hear our sound

Where will you be, those who hate us?

When we sitting on a stage, beyond famous?

The song has almost ended
Are you now suspended?
Don't let them decide what you can or can't be
Show them what they were all blind to see
Everyone's voice
And every choice
Hoists us closer to harmony and peace
So please stop strapping a piece
When this song stops being played
Listen and change the world, right now, today

We are rare cause we're honest and raw

We call shit out and don't abide by the laws

If you don't like us, than join the crowd

But don't get upset when you hear our sound

Where will you be, those who hate us?

When we sitting on a stage, beyond famous?