Left in the Dark

Girls are hoes

They be foes

Fighting my heart

Ripping me apart

Should've known from the start

These games never cease

I don't even wanna a piece

Playing the innocent victim

When you're lying with him

You're more than stupid

Fucking with cupid

As I seclude back to my lair

Wishing I could smell your hair

There I fucking go again

This will end, but when?

I hope you remember my smile

Because it’s gonna be awhile

Before you see those empty lines

As I try my best to mime

My old lively self

I forgot, it’s on the shelf 

Try to convince my mind to not care

Let myself know this case is very rare

Wait, shock, it's fucking not

I really hope you rot

As if you were never taught

How to sway with the good guys

Now you pray but get all the lies

Don't ask for a shoulder but not my heart

They're forged together, can’t be broken apart

The moment things change

We can rearrange

What once was and rejoice

Remember it was your choice

I hope you find what you're looking for

Wishing that it fulfills your innermost core

But this I can assure

My love is so pure

I can give what I can guarantee

But you're blind as if you can't see

Now let me take back what was rightfully mine

You truly are, and forever will be, one of a kind

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark

All I wanted was to love a girl deeply
And for her to accept it and need me
All the players make my goals a lot harder
As they converse with themselves, trying to barter
The hearts and the minds of females
While I'm sad because of no emails
Run to me when they disgrace your name
I could honestly sit here and say, that's lame
You only need me when things get rough
Cause I'm sensitive and maybe not very tough
But I sit here wearing emotional cuffs
I don't even want the sexual stuff
Regardless, I'll be here if you need me
I'll always be here with my arms open wide
Can't you see, though, that this is hurting my insides
I love you and nothing can stop that
Top that, reverse that, never put those words back
In the end though remember it was your call
As you sit there rebuilding your impenetrable wall
Standing there looking tall even they you're really balling
On the inside but on the outside you put on a mask
Bask in your emotional cast
I'm waiting, alone but steadfast
When you change let me know
Cause if you don't, I'll let you go

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark

At the end of it all

I just want a phone call

Realize what you’re missing

We never even were kissing

All to give you respect and space

I gave you that much respect for your face

So why would I not care for your heart?

It tears me apart, like a dart to my heart

Why I can’t be a part of your heart?

Should’ve known from the start

Can’t add any damn girls to my cart

I'm always left in the dark
Not knowing enough from the start
As things break down and fall apart
The pain swells all over my broken heart

The loneliness is what I should be accustomed too

But I can’t help but feel constantly blue

Don’t act like you haven’t got a clue

But there really is nothing you can do

As I sit here again, alone, left in the dark