The Willingness to Die

I am going to die
It's written in the Book of Life
I know I'll fly high
Sigh, it'll probably be at night
But it won't end with a brawl or a fight
Rather, just a fading of light
But in the end it'll be alright
Although I just might
Be worried cause of my frights
Realize things aren't so black and white
Before I lose all of my sight
Gotta know what's wrong from right

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you

Always tough to abide
By these societal laws so I hide
Lied, cried to conceal the sensitive side
So much so I've often contemplated suicide
But that wouldn't be right
Got a lot of people to remind life'll be alright
So how can I say goodbye
And feel alright
To leave people's side
At this time of night...
(fake chorus)
I always wondered how I'll go out
Wonder how it will all go down
I really don't think I will frown
I'll be like Potter at the King's crown
My willingness will give me a stone
And I finally won't feel alone
I'll be grown
I won't groan
I'll be home
No need to moan
Everything will fall into place
Everything will be erased
Talk about a clean slate
Talk about some serious fate
I have an irreversible date
With death
I'll lose breath
But I won't mind
I'll lose my mind
The ultimate unwind
The only kind
Now wind the clock
Help me meet Pac
Be an angel floating in the clouds
Where love and happiness abound
How good does that sound?
Makes me wanna already be in the ground

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you

There's no greater love than to die for friends
So please help me Lord, when my life does end
Make it worth it
Comfort my mom cause she won't get it
God, I love her
I'll never meet another
With that much love
So send comfort from above
Help her the way only you can
Send down the one they call the Son of Man

I am going to die
It's just a matter of time
My darkest fears
And all of my tears
Will be concealed
And healed
I finally won't feel blue
Lord, I'll finally be with you