Don't Worry About It

I know what it means to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders
Life throws huge boulders and it doesn't help that the cool world's getting colder
But I assure that you have strength you never knew existed
A swift sense of assurance and insurance that you missed it
Find your happiness and dwell on that
Pretend for a moment, act like you were chosen
And spread love to this broken earth

Don't worry about it
Life's a struggle but it's not impossible
You have an alliance, an unspoken compliance
With what you know isn't really plausible
But you've gotta learn to audible
And let what you don't believe take the play

Before the swift tide of life takes you under
Cause of all of your bad choices and blunders
Restore by believing in hope
It will really help you cope
So when the doubters say nope
Don't end this life by the end of a rope
And believe in what you can't see
Although you know its far from an improbability


Don't worry about it
Life's a struggle but it's not impossible
You have an alliance, an unspoken compliance
With what you know isn't really plausible
But you've gotta learn to audible
And let what you don't believe take the play

The age old question of His existence
Can't be solved in an instance
Scholars spend an entire existence
Con science to try and find his essence
But His presence is preying their conscience
Cause He's the only one who's always been constant


Don't worry about it
Life's a struggle but it's not impossible
You have an alliance, an unspoken compliance
With what you know isn't really plausible
But you've gotta learn to audible
And let what you don't believe take the play

Inter|mission|

LOVE. Lots of LOVE. Forego yourself, and dwell on others. Your problems decrease the less time you devote to yourself. Your mind eventually gets to a place of peace, and all of your personal strife ceases to feast on the battered human condition. I know not everyone will accept it, in fact, most probably won't, but if this record can cause just ONE more person to live their life in love, than my mission will survive Though these tunes are usually blue, I am speaking to you when I say to care about those around you. You'll feel renewed, and by the moonshine, these lines will ring true in your life, and I'll finally be able to sleep at night.

Always Alone

I always feel alone
Left to sort shit on my own
Realizing why everyone's getting stoned
Hearing myself as I sleep and moan
Groan, cause of your consistently negative tone
Strip me of my flesh, break all my bones
Don't even know all the contacts on my phone
All I ever wanted was a place to call home
A fortress with strong gates, my own type of Rome
The dome of my truest thoughts and wishes
Where my dreams can align with my superstitions
But, who do I think I am fooling with these rhymes?
Yet maybe one day, I'll find someone who understands these lines

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

My own shadow lies to me
Looks like a partner in crime but it never says hi to me
But it tries to be the only thing left inside of me
I'm a lover not a fighter but there's a fire burning
An inferno blazing as it's churning
Murdering the remnant of my heart
Rips me from side to side and from part to part
Every girl I've ever loved don't love me back
Forgetting my existence, how fair is that?
I'm trapped, in these raps, my life's out of wack
As if something evil's put my soul under attack
Could you imagine that?
My truest thoughts are trapped in a traveling pack
As if they were presents wrapped for Christmas stacks
Even then, the viewer opens and is left confused
Only to be kept in the dust, unused
Tossed around, battered, and bruised
Quick, go to church, but, these pews
Only broadcast opposing views
As I lay awake, stuck in a muse
Boozed out beyond normality
Not through alcohol but through my insanity
While vanity consumes this earth
The curse from my birth
Is the weight of these worries
They make my mind blurry
Doesn't help my case with the jury

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

The world has much apathy
Yet somehow it's evading me
Could the world spare me some?
As I never seem to find the sun
Just when everything's back in place
Despair lands me back flat on my face
I have no trace of how I lost this race
Like all of my caring has gone to waste
I wish I could find a way to erase
The longing to touch base
That I could lose my haste
Stop worrying about what I can't control
As I sit here spewing vomit in a bowl
This life of uncertainty has taken its toll
And the analytical nights begin to take hold
My soul's growing weary and I'm starting to see mold
My boldness withers and what I wished for has come true
Wondering if the raven black streaks help the blue
Feeling like a fool as I drool in my wallowing
As my soul begins to wane and I continue hollowing
Before long, what makes me human will surely pass 
And that fake sense of happiness will come at last.

I feel vacancy
But they drink Hennesy
I feel everything
But they see anything
I am misunderstood
But they are always good

Be(loved)

So easy to be pessimistic in this dreary place
Stranger still is I can't find where to trace
Or how to erase
Even stare in the face
The start of the despair
The inability to bear
The pain of this big landscape
There is, however, the ultimate escape
Hard to come by but important still
The most expensive life bill
So expensive it kills
Brings my spine to a chill
The feeling is so real
So real but so hard to feel
My soul starts to heal
As if God and the Devil had a deal
My heart is sealed
The elixir of life is love
You know why?
Because it's stemmed from above

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

I'll let you know that I love you
Do whatever I can to make you never feel blue
Don't act like you haven't got a clue
This love has made life have better hues
Things are much clearer, no longer need to check my rear mirror
The past is all but a time period and the future is looking realer
Previously an impossibility but can't you see that this love is changing me
Phasing me, the past's no longer chasing me, I'm finally feeling free
Feeling so much glee, cause my fees are absolved and my chains broken free
These words don't give the sense of peace justice
But believe me and trust this
Never felt so adamant in my whole existence
Usually feeling down but this experience
Is lifting me to a place I've never explored
So high so that I could never feel bored
Life's vacancy is finally filled and killed
Drilled, willed, billed cause it's finally real
The old emptiness begins to peel
Let the demons feed on it for their meals
Like a lion roaring towards veal
Regardless I feel weightless
My soul's freedom's left me breathless
Satan you can't catch this, trap this, wrap this
As I'm rapping this
Cause I'm finally feeling bliss

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all of the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

The brood of vipers will attempt to strike me down
But those damn clowns are so stuck and bound
By the rules they cling to that when they hear this sound
They won't be around, the truth will spin them right round
My convictions are much to sound
While they sit worrying about their pounds
Greed drives their motivations to fill the coffers
Dead man's bones despite the fact their offers
They are scoffers in a world filled with criticism
Causing schisms in God kingdoms cause of their cynicism
Regardless, I must choose to love
It's what God wants
Cause He's the Author stemming from above

Beloved, let's begin to love each other
Start treating each other like brothers
Stuck in this cold but beautiful world together
Don't let the shrill and unpredictable weather
Bring you down whether through war and pain
His love came and removed all the stains
No one left to blame cause He's taken all the shame
So come help resurrect what's left of the shattered masses
And let them know of the God who gives second chances

Paranoia of an Insomniac

My eyes are oh so dreary
But clearly, I need you dearly
Please be, please me, please see?
Look at what we could be
See me, could you at least tease me?
My mind is wandering across the universe
No kind of pondering feels worse
How is that love causes so much pain
Like looking for sunshine but finding rain
Such an irony, my optimism begins to wane
I gain nothing from this heart of stain
But everyone else is feeling the exact same
Feeling lame, knowing most of what I'll do will be in vain
The only good in my whole life will ultimately be its bane

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weighs heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

Still there's something to be said for being unique
Even if I have several judges looking to critique
And this cold hard world's looking much to bleak
I attempt to the next realm to sneak a peak
My body is ready but my soul is so weak
So many people willing to die for their holy causes
Rather than peering into what would cause this
Pause this, rewind this, bind this, can anybody find bliss?
Cling to text with no second guessing
So much so you're making me stressing
I begin pressing you, testing you, besting you with your own logic
While your arguments barely manage to nick cause I'm too slick
I wonder why I feel so left out in the church steeples
God's own people have turned into America's bravest sheople
Regardless, I have just as many faults  if not more
Arrogance, pessimism, and always wanting more
But I won't mope cause I have hope in my ability to cope
So nope, I won't end my life by hanging from the noose of a rope

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weigh heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

I need somewhere to nest at night
Somewhere where I can start feeling alright
These midnight frights feel not right and the loss of sight and the new heights
Are causing me to lose light and making black and white less tight, I just might lose my might
And my will to fight is starting to feel trite cause I'm always wanting to be alright, tonight
The demons' bites makes the brightness fade
As this music plays
But nothing sways
So go ahead and pray
Nothing left here to slay
My soul's got nothing left to pay
As I ask the Lord...
What do You say?

Sleep eludes me
Fools me, school's me
Rules me
I find no source of rest
As my chest is put to the test
It weigh heavily on my soul
So much so it's breaking hold
Making me feel cold
But I'll always be bold
Breaking the mold
A new form of gold
Now drop your cards and fold

False Judgments

Hypocrites be bitching

Itching to be snitching

Cross-stitching insults with prayer

They dare ask the Lord to care

His presence is barren

So why are you still staring

At someone you’d never give a shit about

While you continue to complain and pout

What authority have you even gained

From my perspective, everybody’s stained

We’ve all got our scars

So enough with the tar

Please start to become real

Enough with the court-appeals

And learn to love

Cause it’s stemmed from above

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

Assumptions are swift and fiery thoughts

Stemming from being wrongly taught

They carry more weight than actual character

While you sit, point, and stare at her

For being a whore and white trash

Nothing she can do when she's short on cash

Selling herself to gain money and some sort of self-esteem

But on your high council you have decided and deemed

Her as a harlot and a slut

But look at the rotting in your own gut

Can't say I would be any different with my observations

Inspired to write this song cause I was falsely judged but I'm searching for vindication

On the radio station, or to relieve my pent up frustration with masturbation

Why must it come to this?

The golden rule seems more like a type of guideline

So much that it blows my mind

So many know, so few follow it

We could all learn to grow, instead we hollow it

In the end, what goes around comes around

So beware of the words you mutter with that treacherous sound

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

Lord, how come your place of refuge is rejecting
As if the harshness of the world must become resurrecting
I feel more alone than ever in the pale cathedrals
Feeling dull, as your sermons lull me, pull me to sleep
Already feeling like a creep, and a freak, for letting my mind speak
Tell me to be meek, I'm already a geek, my soul is already too weak
As your idolatry reeks, even when you pray daily every week
Don't tell me how to live my life
God already gives me enough strife

Stop judging what you can't understand

Don't act as if you know what it means to be a man

I live my life the best I can

But your judgments are piling up like grains of sand

God, please oh please deliver me from this wretched land

)Keller Zone(

(This is... the Keller Zone.)

I don't have much swagger
But my logic is a dagger
My lyrics force you to take two
You understand subtle references, too?
You're nothing but a foolish tool without a clue (boo!)
I see you over there staggering
Attempting to sex a girl by haggling,
Badgering her with your pathetic pick up lines
Can't say I have much more luck with these rhymes
All these girls act the same
Seeking men for their fame
Attempting to tame, as if they got game
He's sitting there stuttering, forgetting your name
Muttering his mumblings while stumbling cause you're bumbling
The worse you are, the more women will like you
The better you are, the more women will use you
It's a vicious cycle of neglect and abuse
While I sit here all battered and bruised
Not on my body but in my heart
Should have known from the start
Weary of loneliness yet wishing to be apart
Like aiming for a bulls eye but forgetting the darts
Yet I am assured of this
My soul feels bliss
Despite of the dissing
And backstab kissing
Who is gonna be losing in the end
Karma's coming around the bend
In the finish, I'll find my significant other
While you sit there crying to your mother
How there are no good men, not even brothers
You smother the bad boys, abandon the good guys
I'm fed up with this and I'm starting to realize
Can't say you won't be full of regrets
But don't come running to me with frets
Tests, or your random sets of being upset
I'm in my own zone of serenity
Nothing you can do to chaos this harmony

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life gets toned
All because I'm dwelling in the Keller Zone)

Though all these ramblings may seem monotonous
I'm sampling to get my lyrics on a tour bus
See my name in the flashing lights and stadiums
I am sitting by myself, feeling bummed and dumb
Numb, for seeing all these phonies come
Act like they understand me when they really don't
Wanting to know me, but you really won't
My message will only be heard by a select few
So I can know other people feel the same too
Even with the fame I would feel the exact same
The lights will fade, and my name will be made
My role will be raided, and traded
Stated as they are jaded
I'll be waiting till they are rating my hatings
Gating my truest thoughts and feeling to be censored
But my soul will always be free from your limits, sirs
I'm a pacifist but I am still hostile to societal rules
That is why I caused the most controversy at my school
Merely with words and my simple investigations
Like, perhaps, why is this God's only nation?
They point out Israel's place in God's heart
Does that make it right to start
An entire country by blockading the natives
As the rest of the student block wouldn't give
A shit about what's outside this dock
It makes me shocked at those who mock when they talk
Strapping glocks cause of the length of their cocks
Look at the spinning of the clock, are we winning cause we balk?
Watch the mayhem overseas
Listen to the urgent cries and pleas
Of innocent people asking on their knees, oh please
Yet we continue to bomb cause of a sense of control
But hold on as this causes consequences that take their toll
But that won't change the polls, as Washington is selling their souls
As I scream stop the violence and the meddling
While we continue to petal the metal, peddling
Our own failed form of government
Fuck these old men's establishments
While they attempt to test my best while I rest
(sigh)
I'm a damn Shakespeare with this mic
While my foes shake in fear cause of my lyrical scythe
Hamlet won't let you fret cause I bet he'll be the cause of your death (but thanks for the debt!)
Uncle Sam I'm coming for your throat cause you tried to kill my Father
You can't barter cause He's smarter, while you're parting from what you started
Regardless of crooked Sam, I will do what I can
Continue my quest to test things I cling close to my chest
Till the day I die
Cause then, I'll be flying high

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life gets toned
All because I'm in the Keller Zone)

My thoughts are so deep

They’re a damn feat

And they’ll sweep you off of your feet

Rewind that, repeat

Hypnotized by the beat

And a logic so steep

May put you to sleep

As I lay awake like a creep

And the cop car sounds beep

My heart begins to beat

As my emotions run so deep

My language should be fucking bleeped

I'm feeling better than before
My heart doesn't feel torn
My mind isn't bored
I'm soaring
Though I don't know why
I don't need reasons to fly
Cause I'm feeling alright

(Watch as my life's getting toned, I am alone
But I am home, home in the dome that is the Keller Zone)